Monday, April 9, 2012

Unconventional...


How soon can it happen?
you throw all your sentiments before someone.
how easily can you trust those eyes?
and ready to give your  everything for just one smile.
 why don’t  you want to bargain for offering a favor?
even when you are in the worst state to offer.

So many questions kept hitting my small logic planet,
but never found anything but a reason called satisfaction.
i m not sure if that explains my all those acts of stupidity,
when i start hitting on someone before doing some formalities.

I won’t call it “an again” if i go by the convention,
its rather the first time when i directly comes to the action.
no present no past for me it was just a straight question.
allow me to enter in your life, as you have already been into mine.

This is the first time i never wonder why i stopped on her,
she is the hybrid of every quality i looked in my past affairs.
unlike past, i don’t emphasize on making her mine,
rather i just want to leave an impact in her life.

True to myself, i don’t believe her for what she acts,
doesn’t matter, i don’t think of sticking her to my heart,
it’s the dream which i want to be in for a short duration,
don’t know why but this all seems to be the finest decision.


Expectations are what i always had seeded before anything,
remember i have fathered 100 kids and homes with all those pretties.
and unconventionally,  i forgot even to imagine a kiss with her,
with no exchange, forwarding her a genuine hand to offer a favor.

I “Thankyou Lord” for giving me this beautiful chance,
 to be able to avoid someone who seems perfect in every sense.
i wish if you could give her what she aspires and sent her away,
and in the end  “Fuck-you Lord” for making me such insane.