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This is dedicated to the one who is all over my mind, maybe also in heart, but right now she is troubling my mind as i havent been able to throw her out from there. I dont want to , even she doesnt want to, but i still do , i miss you :(
eyes open and again I am standing on the stairs,
i know i have crossed these lines many 100 times,
today i am freezed at the door with some thoughts,
nothing else but could only stare at the door.
once for me there was a life behind that gate,
a world which could be the heaven on the earth.
where i never imagined anything but affection.
and a bed of grass under a shed full of comfort.
the morning would be sparkling like her eyes,
i would be the first to wake up while she sleeps,
starting the day by staring at that innocent face,
and touching her lips as the morning dew on the leaves.
i imagined her to stay at home and cook for me,
while i go to work and earn some money for meal,
giving her every reaon to keep a smile on her lips,
nothing in return i would have asked but just a kiss.
thats is the life which was once a inspiration,
for which i tried hard everything to make that happen.
broke the rules violates the limits and went too far,
too far to achieve what seemed possible and near.
i am not born to change the destiny but i tried,
and pushed everything much harder even after i realize,
in between that i had become the only reason,
for breaking and hurting evrything which seemed dear.
i always advocate to make memories of all times,
this time the good memories haunt my breath,
while i cherish a little smile which i found in years,
i look behind and find myself standing on the stairs.
I wish i could erase her from every page of my diary,
but then that diary would be nothing a blank life,
even those happy moments bring tears to these eyes,
remembering the death of my world, my soul cries.
next moment i indulge myself into weaving a new world,
to get far away from that burnt and dead one,
i start from the sky and end up on earth with her.
so again it bring back the ghosts of my loved culture.
i can do every possible act on this planet except one,
to erase you from those memories which i have earned,
though they are a slow poison killing me every second,
but i know one kiss of you can bring me back that world.
eyes open and again I am standing on the stairs,
i know i have crossed these lines many 100 times,
today i am freezed at the door with some thoughts,
nothing else but could only stare at the door.
once for me there was a life behind that gate,
a world which could be the heaven on the earth.
where i never imagined anything but affection.
and a bed of grass under a shed full of comfort.
the morning would be sparkling like her eyes,
i would be the first to wake up while she sleeps,
starting the day by staring at that innocent face,
and touching her lips as the morning dew on the leaves.
i imagined her to stay at home and cook for me,
while i go to work and earn some money for meal,
giving her every reaon to keep a smile on her lips,
nothing in return i would have asked but just a kiss.
thats is the life which was once a inspiration,
for which i tried hard everything to make that happen.
broke the rules violates the limits and went too far,
too far to achieve what seemed possible and near.
i am not born to change the destiny but i tried,
and pushed everything much harder even after i realize,
in between that i had become the only reason,
for breaking and hurting evrything which seemed dear.
i always advocate to make memories of all times,
this time the good memories haunt my breath,
while i cherish a little smile which i found in years,
i look behind and find myself standing on the stairs.
I wish i could erase her from every page of my diary,
but then that diary would be nothing a blank life,
even those happy moments bring tears to these eyes,
remembering the death of my world, my soul cries.
next moment i indulge myself into weaving a new world,
to get far away from that burnt and dead one,
i start from the sky and end up on earth with her.
so again it bring back the ghosts of my loved culture.
i can do every possible act on this planet except one,
to erase you from those memories which i have earned,
though they are a slow poison killing me every second,
but i know one kiss of you can bring me back that world.
