100 days since you....

Nothing has changed the way we thought it should have,
maybe not enough brave I am, to look for some change,
and after hundred days I am sitting in the same bench.


So many times we fought to come over my emotions,
and its strange how that has become your problem,
and the way we applied the logics to bring back the wisdom.


Sky is still there, while clouds come and disappear,
the way I am still here while people come and go,
even tried but couldnt find someone having ur shadow.


I have been passing the days trying to be insane,
to forget everything which connects me and you,
and I am not sure till when I could continue.


Sometimes I try to forget you look for porn,
and sometimes I try to find a way back to you,
never been so confused so concrete about something.


100 reason I have given myself to curse you,
while 1000 came along to curse myself for everything,
but no reason I found to quit the way we were used to be.


The present is not perfect but past inspires me a lot,
so many times we fight and tried to quit each other,
even after several "OFFS" something bring back us "ON"


This time again we have make a promise to quit,
and so far i have kept it well to break in future,
by nature I never hesitate to break such things,


Its hard to give excuse when things are clear,
and I always looked for those to have a chance,
to have some moments and control them forever.


Not optimistic from your side, I will count on my luck,
tomorrow itself we may encounter each other somewhere,
hope and walk, living with a promise to bear.


Maybe whatever is the situation today.
but we surely have another sunrise to see,
waiting for that day, I will pass another day.